@siege I dunno about the size, but yeah, basically same feelings about it since it seemed to do the necessary job (when I was either running high on NRE or could pull myself together to perform the expected role)
But I knew what I always wanted, and once I realized I could, I did, and while I’m still only 2.5 months into recovery (though no real issues like others I’ve known, knock on wood), it’s been the best move I’ve made so far.