Gregory's Server@asterism feeling like you have to do something but not being able to do it burns me out so fast, and the issue is i can’t stop doing it when I realize that’s what I’m doing, i can’t give myself a real break, even though I know that would actually make me more likely to at some point do the thing, and that feeling guilty about it doesn’t help, so I just continue to be stuck in this state and feeling more and more drained and terrible
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 @asterism I get that… I also get stuck in that depression and/or painful adhd boredom feeling of “everything i actually want to do looks too fun to do when I’m feeling bad like this, I feel like my current mood would ruin the thing, but also everything else I could do is very unappealing and boring or exhausting” |
@enby_of_the_apocalypse yep, thats a struggle for sure.
I also struggle with wanting to do something, having the energy to do the thing, but having a strong need to not listen to anyone telling me what to do (which applies to myself for some reason)