I wrote this novel a bit over a year ago, I'm not good at self-promotion but here it is in full, free.

It's kinda queer.

sensitiveresearch.com/Delivery

"The Delivery is mostly fiction. Old white guy Dan lives with Aaron, Stacy, and others in their legacy compound in crumbling Los Angeles. Dan heads out of town to make a delivery of dubious provenance, driving along familiar desert routes. When a last minute opportunity arises Stacy catches a ride with Dan to a sketchy communal project in a dead town in the Mojave Desert. "