@catdad @Impossible_PhD Same here, still currently dealing with suicidal ideation, but mostly because I'm pre-t.It was really bad when I was growing up, and thought I would be dead before I even got to high school and now struggling to even see myself as an adult. I dream of the day I can get rid of the weight off of my chest and have a beard, have a deep voice, and exist as just a guy.
@SympathyTea That in-between phase (between realizing you're trans and starting physical transition) can be tough, I remember feeling exactly how you felt. You will get there, friend, keep holding on. 🫂 Always here to help if you have any questions or need resources for trans stuff.