@m2m In my opinion, the most important thing is to write music first and foremost for yourself, because you, as a composer, have the tools and the power to write almost the most accurate soundtrack of your thoughts.
If you don't like your own work, even if not in terms of quality, but in terms of conveying experience, then either you didn't write sincerely enough at the time, or you changed and "grew out of it" yourself. :ablobthinkingeyes:
@toby3d well, that's what I do when I write β though, in my post I was in the position of the listener :)