Okay, I'd like to give a little speech as my #febrajam is really over now. It actually changed a lot, I think I really want to do music again, thanks to people who listened, reposted and commented, also thanks to awesome software I used, like Orca, SunVox, puredata, Cardinal and others.
The boosts is what kept me going in the beginning, because it's much easier, as always, to quit when no one is watching and there are no witnesses.
Now I'm very much motivated to continue creating.