@Sheril From the bottom of my heart, I hope it will stay this way for you, and everyone! The most positive thing is that the original vibe of a welcoming and respectful community is being kept and guarded, so in case those horrible things should happen to you again, there should be people stepping in and fighting alongside you. Also you can contact the admins, who might be more responsive on a smaller server, you'll have to see how it goes, I'm afraid. But please know you do have allies here!