@Gargron

having personally gone through burn out (with digestive tract issues i'll probably have the rest of my life), i can tell you that tying your self-image to your work is definitely not healthy or sustainable.

you've built something valuable and there is now an org pushing it forward. time for you to do some self-care and reflection and figure out how things work for you. get to a place where your happiness and self-image aren't "how did coding/work go today" and you'll be much more able to get back to coding because that's something you love and enjoy, not because without coding you feel like nothing.