I watched this video yesterday, a vlog of a guy who was a successful neurosurgeon, who talks about his struggles with not being able to trust himself for 20+ years, and how he was able to overcome these struggles. It's very interesting and also quite touching, it takes strength to be this earnest and authentic online.
@gosha Thank you for sharing this, I found it (maybe unfortunately) quite relatable. It's never too late to commit to self reckoning and the implicit self forgiveness.