@erisceleste i was _absolutely_ joyful about orchi. i don't have gonads in the body map, never did, literally my first or second memory ever is about that, so finally having a body that matched it, even with the botched surgery, was really good
so i have some point of reference here
@erisceleste also i should probably point out that the only grs option i'm considering is the nonbinary one, because anything else clearly registers as severe self-harm. i know what's in the body map and the body got to match that
of course if i limit my questions to just the like 1 person i know of who got that i would learn nothing