@munin i spent a year with no hrt at all after orchi and to this day it feels better to exist that way
the main reason we still use estradiol (injectables, too) is to reduce fatigue (primary) and prevent bone density loss (secondary)
it does not bring me joy, i don't really like the mental state it puts me in, and (unsurprisingly) i do not really enjoy any sort of sexuality while on it, vs. with no sex hormones at all
@whitequark not surprising in the least given the -incredibly- traumatic and violating nature of being introduced to it x.x