@plexus Hang in there, you are heading in the right direction.
Art is supposed to challenge. And good writing is an art.
The idea that written language that challenges you can be found through LLM's and search machines is the ruse.
Aggregators and large platforms have died intellectually a long time ago.
Ofcourse you should take back control. But that word doesn't begin to cut it. It is about you being you. Create your own connections.
Fediverse for the win.