I want and should support mappers — by listening to them more, by hosting awards, by organizing events. But I don't.
I should grow and connect local OSM groups, estonian and russian, but I left that to others who don't do a good job at that.
I should take my finances and business relations under control, but just don't have the willpower atm.
After all, I could re-join all the working groups and help, but instead I whine from the sidelines.
I don't think it helps anyone.
@zverik Ilya, you are far, far too harsh on yourself here.
No one needs to (or can) do everything all at once. Take a break man. It is ok to do nothing for a while. Or just pick one thing.
Whatever you choose, definitely don't neglect important personal life things.
Don't worry, OSM will still be right here when you get back. No matter when that is there will still be plenty of mapping to do and tools to build.
BTW your tools help me often, almost daily.