@zverik Ilya, you are far, far too harsh on yourself here.
No one needs to (or can) do everything all at once. Take a break man. It is ok to do nothing for a while. Or just pick one thing.
Whatever you choose, definitely don't neglect important personal life things.
Don't worry, OSM will still be right here when you get back. No matter when that is there will still be plenty of mapping to do and tools to build.
BTW your tools help me often, almost daily.
@zverik Hi, one follow up to this.
On the @opencage blog we just published an article from the 13 year old son of a friend who did his first ever mapping party last weekend in Bangalore, India.
He used ... Every Door
https://blog.opencagedata.com/post/field-mapping-a-report-from-bangalore