@alex_02 - I understand that completely. There are systemic factors in play that INTENTIONALLY keep you separate from others. Depression is often a symptom of those (and many other things) and can further isolate you.
Take care of yourself as best you can. Be open to receiving help from others as best you can. Forgive yourself and be kind to yourself as you struggle.
@tinker Well I'm attempting today to reset my sleep schedule and set alarms again to start getting into a proper routine. Also need to clean my room and make it neater as well. One day at a time I guess.