How to get a proper motivation after such a long art-block? Even mindless references scrolling doesn't help. Few unfinished projects that i made for i dunno who. Even drawing purely for myself does bring me nothing except anxiety after 3-hour session of the lineart fixing on some little area.

Even if i get some niche pc with similiar to my Core2Duo E7500 CPU and GeForce GT-230 GC and some cheap graphic tablet - it would be covered in dust in a week.

Fucking hell, i don't think i would have a time for just sitting at PC, let alone drawing. And my new gaming exclusive would be a Vangers, Daikatana or Prey 2006.