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πŸ₯ Today is an Anniversary πŸ₯

On this Saturday one decade prior, I was not alive.

Firefighters broke down the door. Hypoxic body moved to the floor.
EMT slit my throat. Primed the airway for life support.
Defibrillators fired off. Electric reset, buffers gone.
Brain remained offline, machines keeping in-time.

While the medical pathways may describe, too many emotions remain intertwined. The neural surgeons, the ER team, and everyone else in between, they simply said that I was gone. We had both died, one twin following the other, yet against all odds till on this day β€” today β€” I am somehow still alive.

Today I am 3,655 days old 🩷

πŸ₯ Today is an Anniversary πŸ₯

On this Saturday one decade prior, I was not alive.

Firefighters broke down the door. Hypoxic body moved to the floor.
EMT slit my throat. Primed the airway for life support.
Defibrillators fired off. Electric reset, buffers gone.
Brain remained offline, machines keeping in-time.

Ten years ago, a perspective skyward shows an off-white ceiling as Eva peers downward towards her cell phone's camera. With unevenly dilated eyes she looks non-present, something is wrong inside. Only hours later she would die. The medications were not working.
Andrew

@winterschon I want to hear more about this, but fully understand the emotional roller coaster that comes with it. Glad you are okay!

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@dexter Here's the AMD w/ CUDA support/library/api/shim/translation/thing that came up the other day:

> ZLUDA is a drop-in replacement for CUDA on non-NVIDIA GPU. ZLUDA allows to run unmodified CUDA applications using non-NVIDIA GPUs with near-native performance.

- vosen.github.io/ZLUDA/blog/zlu
- github.com/vosen/ZLUDA

#forDiscussion #gpu #ai #cuda #amd #nvidia #zluda #opencl #machineLearning

Individual benchmarks for ZLUDA, normalized to OpenCL (higher is better)

https://github.com/vosen/ZLUDA
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Hello Fediverse! It's time for a new instance #introduction, having recently migrated to BSD.Cafe :freebsd_logo: from hachyderm.io.

The neurosurgeons said I wouldn't wake up from the coma, but they were wrong.
Then they said I'd never walk or talk again, but they were wrong.

I never expected to reach forty, and so often now I wonder, "how long will the 🧠 tumor let me live?"

Professionally, I'm a Principal Systems Architect focused on performance engineering for "global edge compute" workloads. This year marks two ticks from having worked for a quarter-century in the tech industry. πŸ’Ύ :sparc64: πŸ₯°

Personally, my interests range from backcountry telemark skiing and long-range marksmanship in the wilderness, to berries and bunnies and everything in-between as long as it's cute and pink and sweet and made of hearts! πŸ’—

#introduction #womenInTech #womenInSTEM #engineering #bsd #tech #pink #systems #cute #hearts #yesyesyes

Hello Fediverse! It's time for a new instance #introduction, having recently migrated to BSD.Cafe :freebsd_logo: from hachyderm.io.

The neurosurgeons said I wouldn't wake up from the coma, but they were wrong.
Then they said I'd never walk or talk again, but they were wrong.

I never expected to reach forty, and so often now I wonder, "how long will the 🧠 tumor let me live?"

A quarter-angle profile photo of Eva WinterschΓΆn, standing in a former bedroom circa 2022. She's wearing a pink cami-top and her long curly hair is set in pig-tails, blue eyes looking into the camera, with a slightly smirking smile.
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Stefano Marinelli

@winterschon Welcome again to the BSD Cafe, we're glad you moved in!

Jeffrey Gordon

@winterschon keep fighting the good fight! It’s a long and painful road (stage 4 colon cancer)

The Psychotic Network Ferret

@winterschon Welp, you seem fairly awesome. Followed!

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