Hey, so... I ask you for money again. My situation became even worse. Girlfriend tried to commit suicide ony apartment. Now she's okay, she's alive, she is on psych ward.
But I got kinda PTSD from it. I had panic attacks (for a first time in my life) when she called me from a hospital, it's very hard to just be in the apartment, see her stuff, see rooms where we did something, it's scary. I can't breathe, I feel weak, I feel horrible anxiety when I'm in my home. I have to eat benzos, that's bad.
My husband lives at his work in another part of the city. We have an idea: I can rent a small apartment near his work, and rent out my apartment (I hope I used right words).
But I need to pay for a new apartment (one month payment and a lot of money to agency).We are asking all our friends, who can loan us money, so...
I feel shame, I'm like some parasite... maybe that's who I am. Sorry.

I am once again asking for your financial support.

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