@Natasha_Jay It's ok. And I would recommend it to anybody that feels like it's their road to happiness. But it can be rough. Going the other way, you not only have to figure out things yourself (no clear path to follow), you're also gonna have a hard time fitting in. Finding others maybe still not understanding, but accepting your ways, supporting you, accompany you. The biggest battle for me is to truly accept it myself and follow those inner callings of life changes. Further away from norms.