But one way or another people did, after all, seem to actually read deep in the blogpost and especially deep in the thread, which leads to a question, why am I doing this to myself, why am I re-articulating what's already a long-ass blogpost into a long-ass thread?
WHY AM I DOING IT AGAIN
Well the last blogpost was 24 pages printed and took me 8 hours to summarize and this one is definitely shorter, it's only..
oh shit it's 20 pages oh fuck
okay I've been awake since 4am and getting this post ready since 5am working 12 hour days lately haha it's no problem
I'm gonna need more tea.