@patrick_townsend I am very sorry to read your trauma. Public communication has failed you.
I understand your fear.
You are left in a mental state that rejects objective facts that are crucial for your survival, as shown in the last paragraph.
Please try to realize that your fears were mostly engineered by bad actors. Chornobyl was bad, but you were never in danger in Germany. Nobody died from TMI, nobody died from the nuclear accident at Fukushima.