@keira_reckons I feel so blessed that a few years of infertility crap, IVF eventually worked for us. But that pain of those events just sucks and doesn't go away. Even if it eventually works, you still suffer from a constant fear and trauma from the process.
It's a bit part of why we've been so light on the amount we talk about our 1yo on social media and in public - because it sucks to be reminded on the other side of it.