@dadregga @argv_minus_one Honestly, at this point in time, my whole job is to invalidate prior decisions PHP has done, and I am dealing with those emotions constantly.
There even are some PHP RFCs that I voted in favour that not even 3 years later I wonder if it wasn't a mistake and something people after me will need to "clean-up".

We make bad decisions all the time, it doesn't mean that everything we have done was pointless or not sensible at the time.