@b0rk you're an internet treasure Julia, thanks for doing what u do.
You're like that kid in class that when a teacher explains something complex in a horrible way raises their hand and says "actually I didn't get any of that" and prompts every other student (who don't feel confident enough to admit they didn't understand) to lower their guard and go "yeah no, please explain that again".
Publicly admitting ignorance is so powerful! Nothing that you don't know already of course :D