Okay, what do I do now? I started feeling uncontrollably cute and being happy almost every day. ​:neocat_0_0:​

I used to joke that maybe I would love my life and myself one day and now that it's happened I don't know how to feel about it.

It was warm today and I felt so confident outside and wasn't scared at all, even around other people. I'm not shaking anymore. I really enjoyed the walk. Again.

I can't believe it. I can feel myself getting better every day. I feel like I'm really healing. All the bad thoughts about the past and my traumas are slowly going away and all the new good memories are taking their place.

It's kinda funny that I stopped doing normal posts and only write these long texts about my life but I really want to motivate other people (maybe even you) to enjoy their lives.

Please remember that you are not alone. I wanted to kill myself so badly just few months ago but now everything is going great. All people have difficult times in their lives. Please be kind to others and ask for support yourself when you need it.

​:nkoLove:​